Longing for a Father figure
I am looking for a happy family just as anyone is. It is too unfortunate to have nothing but yourself, at least in your own perspective. For a very long time, I ask God: "Bring me a good Father, a caring Father, a loving, sweet, supportive Father. Father, I just need a father for advice, a listening board of my problems and issues". I ask and ask and ask and ask. And ask again. Until I gave up. So I was raised in a poor family of a third world country. You must imagine the horror and misery I went through.There are times when food never came, only a cup of rice for breakfast. Lucky enough to enjoy a good meal for lunch or dinner. Money was always an issue. You go to school with nothing but your bag and pencil. You walk several meters to and fro, at least with your slippers on. You see your brother as hungry as you are, your sister crying in the corner. And then you ask yourself: "How bad my parents are to allow their sick family in this dire situation?". I hate ...